A Techie's Blueprints

इस बार नहीं !!! What? Firing? Where? Taj? Trident? Nariman house? Who? Terrorists? How many? 174 dead? Every thing has been painted red even the head of police is dead lets watch the news,lets go to cafe coffee day hurry,otherwise there wont be any space in the bay Why do they do it do they enjoy this shit?? ain't they love their life don't they care for mother,father, son or wife? ******* ***** *** ** * Now after an year when we look back shamelessly we do business of living we say a lot,actions we lack!!

Just came from office, after having heavy Sambhar-Rice of Andhra-Mess .The effort they put in satisfying their customers is remarkable ( Waddya say Chachajaan? ).Though the language may be different but the way in which they serve you is such that you'll feel at home. Anyways.. with a full stomach, I asked my friend .. What about a belly on this lean body .. She smiled and looked away ... ,I ignored Bhel Puri Center on the side of the road ..I am too stuffed with that rice -sambhar that even smell of edibles can make me vomit straight away--- Andhra mess zindabaad!!( Reminds me of Shree Ashapuri Bhojanalaya .. where I and Udi used to have Dal-Bati with two full spoons of Ghee.. I wonder, How that Bengali got used to those Hard Balls? ). Anyways I firmly stuck to the promise, which I made to myself, Promise about being happy.All the way I was chortling and made my friend laugh.Every one likes you when you are smiling ..whenever you remain sad and silent in public with your lips...

My Brightest Star ******************************** Awake in my dreams I search for a star I find one the brightest one I asked her do you pull strings? strings of my fate? she said "no Idiot" "I am not your star" yours is that one the one hiding behind she is rare one of its kind.. I stared in dark to find the darkest spot I asked again "are you talking about that?" "the one, darker than darkness?" she smiled.. and nodded in consent I frowned," my star is not bright" i smiled but i felt sad i asked her again "like my life, my star is also dead?" she laughed and said with affection "there is something special about that star" I smiled and said "i know.. its a star.. which doesn't twinkle" she raised her eyebrow and said.. "she is the oldest of all she has given away her spark to make others bright.. she is still bright but you need to see it see it with eyes of your heart you're lucky..to have h...

What do you say? ******************************** I spent almost more than an hour on deciding what to write... several things came in my mind ... my childhood,college,17-Sunrise Appt. ... My friends goyal,uddy,bebo.... Then I came across this poem from DALJIT NAGRA. I read it and liked it...But it was after an hour or so .. I tried to think about the meaning...I got my own meaning. Suddenly I became curious about what other people may interpret .. What can be be their story attached to it..... You all people read it... very few people comment ;) ... what about contributing this time....??? :) The tree my father grew from his garden I take an axe and branch by branch I break the tree and set to work the million maddened bits, the fire of night. Only ash I keep.

Me,Silence & My Quill ******************************** Sitting alone in my room,struggling with my reveries,I started writing some random lines...underlined with the feelings of heart.. words became darker than silent darkness of midnight.... Today I completed an year in this mess in its own messy style... As i lay down in my bed,pull dusty blanket what I search? Perhaps a smile! My eyes search darkest spot in the room is it somewhere in my heart? Why do I close my eyes to find it though I know it'll hurt! Moments rewind upside down my healthy supper comes first I can feel myself totally dried up longing of family? Or is it thirst? I retreat the road from office to home preferring private auto over shared one I throw away money to find comfort I lose both in chaos around, i get none! Mind moves to the noon,and heart laughs one feels heat of life, another? Under addiction! Everyone laughs and talk over lunch table I celebrate silently, another day of dissatisfaction! Ah! Even in...

DEDICATED TO ANGEL OF MY DREAMS ******************************** In this night,when stars melt I set out on a walk with moon... Is the ocean above pouring down or am i sweating as if its noon... * **** *** I dance amid nightingales' songs i breathe happyness of this moment... Sun kisses horizon and rises above as if nodding in self consent... * **** *** In her eyes i see my dreams smell of her beats floret of daisy... with her i feel complete i am confident,even if the roads are hazy... * **** *** All i need is her affirmation to this idiot's appentence... she makes me feel special adding meaning to my existence... * **** ***

as i pack my bag and leave my office she is on my mind i board my bus look at verdant scenery she is on my mind i think hard and harder as the bus accelerates and the story rewind(s) - ---- --- Nine years have passed with love of its kind I might not have said.. but she has been always on my mind* - ---- --- I feel lucky as she showered her love i was always lip-locked she remained pure like dove - ---- --- Feelings will get their words now this barrier gonna break today it'll pour from stars drenched in love,we'll be awake - ---- --- as I send this letter to you i unfold feelings which i kept close to my heart.. love's never perfect and i remained a duffer right from the start... today I say may be the words are few but i can assure the feelings are true yes i do, i did from start you're my love..and "I love you" - ---- ---