A Techie's Blueprints

मंजिलों के पीछे  भटकता रहा मैं  पर जो बीतता गया मुझमे वो ही जान न पाया मैं  घाव गहरे थे तो कांटे याद रह गए मुझको   गुजरी महकती राहे  उनकी खुशबू साथ ना ल पाया मैं  मंजिल अभी भी दूर है  पर अन्धेरा घना हो चला है  बस यूँही सोचता हूँ कभी  क्यों उजाले न साथ ला पाया मैं  चार सुर्ख पत्ते  कुछ खिलखिलाते चेहरे  कुछ चहकती यादें  दिल में सहेजी होती तो बात थी  अब तो लगता है बस  कुछ टिमटिमाते तारों के पीछे  ना जाने कितने सूरज गँवा  आया मैं.... 

Poem after a long time: ******************************** The game I was in Is not mine any more Every one moves on I remain at same score Watching from the fence I wait for my chance Beats echoing all around I restrain from the dance Chaos all around Yet I remain in lull Colors which were bright Seems hollow and dull Time O... Time Why don't you belt fast? When will this era end? How can this zealot remain aghast? This sluggish movement Is driving me crazy A smile I flaunt Though the heart remains hazy...

A poem after a long pause ................................................................ Moments ========== Moments above Moments below Moments behind Moments ahead We were alive We are dead.... Swimming hard in the moments flow From molten lead to liquid blue It's a delight when i am with you.... Moment is chirpy varies without hault Moment is angry not ours but moment's fault... Moment is yellow Moment is pitch black... some times its rosy.. some times its empty..color.. it lacks.. It gathers.. turns into deserts of past and scatters again in the future so vast .. Mingled in future past lies motionless a total illusion making this present a total mess... See..how strong is this how strong is this moment there is no past.. no future..no present if this tiny moment.. cease to increment ...

I turn on the idiot box and watch the idiotic news.. and other idiotic faces .. known as politician. Everyday it tests my patience and may be ..yours too... but what we do is also very much idiotically nothing.In this post i am trying to put my anguish in words.. i know i am not good at it... the stanzas may not rhyme much or may not leave a impact on anyone or may seem misplaced... but some part of me says " something is better than nothing ". Hello fellas what are you looking at ? If you can move aside i will also have a look at that ... yeah ... why not .. this is meant for you only idiots like you can imagine that it will be true.. I move ahead tearing all the stares amid all crows feeling like a swan there lied a yellow paper saying “ Mera Bharat Mahan” picking up that piece of paper with lurching legs i moved ahead am i hallucinating or am i the only living being in city of dead ain't our ancestors died for this country or was that a breed some other everyday ...

The Don't Quit Poem! =============== When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow-- You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than, It seems to a faint and faltering man, Often the struggler has given up, When he might have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when the night slipped down, How close he was to the golden crown. Success ...

A rosy letter... ---------------------- My dear blossomed flower this letter is for you time is little and so are the words but i hope it will go through You are always sweet giving your fragrance to me and what i do to you ? behaving rudely, no fear of thee? This is not me if it is an acceptable reason? no, its not real me may be heat of this cold season ?? :( But If required I'll try to change and will change you also as a revenge !! ;) All you need to know is love of bee towards flower be happy, remain happy rain is on strike, some day it'll shower!!

इक सफ़र पर नये, निकले हैं हम पर निशान कदमों के यहीं हैं मगर याद करना हमें, बस लौट आएँगे खुशी हो या हो गम की डगर ... दूरियाँ रहेगी दरमियाँ तो भी क्या साथ अपना यूँही रहेगा सदा दोस्ती आपकी एक तोहफा हैं जो लाख तॉहफो से भी हैं लगता बड़ा.. राहें और भी हैं मंज़िलें और भी यह अलविदा आख़िरी अलविदा तो नहीं यादों को मेरी तुम यूँही रखना जवां गर ना भी रहे तो भी मिलेंगे कहीं ....