A Techie's Blueprints

stars hinding in the light moon fighting with all its might sand twinkling with power so distant everything changing in a single instant woolen clouds peeping from dark rays sketching its bright mark(s) every thing coming out of nothing the cool wind seems to be singing knocking hard, without any noise you cant ignore, you have no choice GAEA dancing as the SOL survives luna departs and the light survives bidding adieu to beloved sister brother coming as a destiny twister amidst all with distinct aura there stands mystic AURORA.

[dilip says] kya bhai?? kya haal chaal suna hain, kar rahe tum bawal dheere dheere aage badhana pyaar ki sidhi sambhal kar chadhana [Yudi says] its love, i know for sure a feeling,never been so pure dil ka dard, hard to cure now its tough to endure [dilip says] feeling -weeling kuch nahin hota isake chakkar main jag hain rota are yaar tu kahe ko hain khota pyaar ka saagar, na laga tu gota [Yudi says] are yaar.. main bahut serious hun aage kya hoga,very curious hun aag ka dariya hain,doob kar jana hain naa raat ko neend, aur na bhata khana hain [dilip says] raam ne kiya, wo tumko ab karana hain jamana ravan hain, usase ladana hain gf tumhari seeta, hum laxman ban jayenge bhai ke liye joote bhi khayenge [Yudi says] are yaar, gf is like lonavala's chikki seeta kah lo tu, par naam hain nikki ab tum hi batao hum kya karein itani pyaari gf, kaise na marein [dilip says] koi nahin bandhu, tension na lo retirement se pahle, pension na lo sab kuch hoga accha, kahata hain yah baccha bas make ...

Mastana man dole aise khwaab yeh dekhe kaise kaise bheega sawan, aur bas hum tum koi shararat madhdham madhdham aankhen tumhari neel samundar aadha- adhura, ik sapana sundar doob kar bhi lagata hain kam baras raha kya madhdham madhdham teri baanhe saara jeevan tujhse hi to mahka yeh man bhaari palkein,hosh hian kam chura le mujhko yun madhdham madhdham tujh bin bata main kaise jiyunga fate ise dil ko kaise siyunga aanchal kahaan wo, jab aankh hogi nam yun hi beetenge hum, bas madhdham madhdham!!

is it a feeling or a self-killing?? a river of emotions or just fake devotions?? a sweet we never knew or a rotten bread to chew?? you steps into it or a tide pulling bit by bit??? is it a freedom or a purgatory kingdom??? it takes away your tension or give the same as pension??? is it june in december or a puzzle to decipher?? an eagle or a dove can you tell me "what is love"???

may sound as random thoughts... :) cheering,whistiling, kicking the cane rose in hand, entered your lane little bit nervous happynes all around thumping hurt,singinng birds and shaking ground... in front of your door i stopped.. to check if my shirt is tucked and hair??? dont want to be ducked knocking on the door i curse the dusty floor rehearsing again all those lines a wave of surge running in spine when you came out i was about to shout oh my godess!!! you are looking so beautiful I will be a fool if i think.i am cool!! in that black gown seemed that a fairy came down pearls twinkling around your neck a moment. cant be baught by any check i lost my words, lines i prepared uttering words, which i could have spared i found myself, lost in sea.. but you helped me to be only "ME".

under the shower lacking all the power memories gripping me again consciousness, hard to regain smashing my head against the wall oouch!!! it hurts, and i fall pulling my hairs,nailing ma flash this is wat happens, when emotions clash i can see you here with knife and spear hit me, kill me, i wanna die coz i am not one, who uttered lie(s) you laughing haan??laugh out loud like the thunder, peeping from cloud(s) if this makes you happy, i'll die with frozen blood, broken eyes, i'll cry!!! u wanna dance...please baby dance the floor is red.. take a glance its my blood.. how does it matter??? yeah you can.. if you wanna flatter but do me a favour.. a last one i may be noone.. a last to none walk along the past...steps very few my words echoes there.. says.."i love you"!!!

bahano aur bhaiyon bhaiyon aur unki lugaiyon dekho, dekho sapanon ka sansaar neele,peele chamkeele hazaar kahaani ka nayak ik chamkeela ik dum stud, fir bhi akela lakhon kudiyaan usane dekhi har tave par roti seki par koi na usake haath hain aayee dil ke kamre main na roshani chaayee par kal kismat usaki palat haath ki lakeeren hui galat sapane wali zameen pe aayee chamkeele ke dil main chamkeeli chayee lawn main chalte usako dekha dekhkar apani aankhon ko seka lal sweater wali dil le gayee aur badle main gam-e-dil de gayee par chamkeele ki kisamti chamak aayee fair n handsome ki mehnat rang layee jab ladkee aake thi yun muskaayee mit gayee saari chamkeele ki tanhaayee CONTINUED......

gandhiji ne kaha tha jurm sahana paap hain ghor anarth,dushkarm manavata par abhishaap hain!!! par kuch log aise hi rahate hian jurm sahte hian par kuch na kahte hain !!! jhaadu pocha kapde paani ab yahi hain usaki kahani ladki ek badi sayaani yahaan naukar, ghar ki raani!!! patli dubli si lagti hain straight rekha kya aapne kabhi aisi ladki ko dekha??? bas bahut ho gaya ab nikaal bhay ka ansh ho jaane de aaj to gar hota hain vidhwansh!!! mana ki ladki tu bholi bhaali hain par bata de tujh main bhi ek maa kaali hain!!! mana dushman bada balwaan hain par bhool na , tu bhi pahalwaan hain yeh hi aaj waqt ka aahwaan hain bhool mat , manushya tu bada mahaan hain!!! maana dushman ke paas talwaar hain aur roz hota tujh par waar prahaar hain utha trishul aur hone de yuddh prachand aaj to kar de tu dushman ko khand - khand!!!! ab na ban ke rah gudiya sayani utha shastra,poch aankhon se paani ab to khatam kar tu yeh kahani .. aaj uthegi megha rani ....!!!

60 yrs of independence.. but we ever got mentally free. .if we look at the situation .. whether it was pre independence or post independence period.. our priorities,our way of living have always revolved around foreign culture.. in first 30 yrs..around brtish and now around american culture!!! English ( a language which is not even 10% sofphisticated as sanskrit or hindi ).. reigning over the minds of so called YO people. this surely underlines indifferent condition of our independence too .. you can easily find ppl .. who will talk in english .. even if it is not required.. ( c'mmon yaar .. it marks our intelligence..isn't it??? ) ... ppl saying... "are yaar meri to hindi ho gayee"( by this they mean .. they felt ashamed of sthing) .. y to search with a torch in hand...just switch on TV and listen to your fav .. actors/ actresses from HINDI CINEMA ( oops.. sry i shld have said "BOLLYWOOD" ).. they will answer in ENGLISH only , does not matter in which langu...

not a complete poem .. some random lines... . saanso ki lahar main apane dil ke shahar main umang ki nahar main aaj to humein nahana hain shaayd .. yeh bhi ek bahana hain zindagi ki lau par aaj khud ko aajmana hain !!! dil main ajab si masti hain sabse alag apani hasti hain kshitij ke paar aaj jaana hain yeh mausam jaana pahchaan hain panchiyon ke paron sa fadfadata yeh pagal man kshan main shyam , aur fir ujjwal yeh mera, mera vichlit man

was just sitting in office.. wrote these lines... ek gori chitthi ladki ho aur jeb main na jab kadki ho tab hi to yeh life life hain jab saath main hassen wife hain ek chamchamati car ho aur gale main apne haar ho jab saare sapne saakar ho bas yahi life ka aakar ho duniya main saari hum ghoome aur duniya kadamon ko choome masti main hum apani jhoome mast kalander jaise bandar zoo main par.. yah sab sapne hote hain aate hain .. jab hum sote hain na jaane, isamein hum kyun khote hain asali zindagi main to hum bas rote hain ....