A Techie's Blueprints

a bottle of wine and bed sheet of silk and those stars twinkling in eyes glistened in love,you stood,as white as milk as the aurora arrives from different skies those goosebumps on your skin reminding the chill of early dawn those sensuous lips above the chin defying the beauty of dew in lawn your moves as alcoholic as that wine standing there, staring you with the lurching mind getting crazy, loosing control of mine i wish if this night could rewind a smile prevails on your lips, seeing that empty bottle we both shared same feeling but this cruel job how can we part now, after that full night throttle but still, i depart feeling the cold of that steel knob!!!

I know .. why you hate me i know.. the reason of your anger I know.. what makes you worry I know.. why you weak are together Because .. once again you are scared Because... you have limbs made of sand Because...once again you are out of your senses Because... you don't own this land Lemme remind...the oath which you took Lemme remind...its today .. My DAY Lemme remind...i am the king here Lemme remind...you have a debt to PAY You decide...where do you want to go? You decide...you want air to breathe,water to drink??? You decide...your own fate and foe you decide...where do you want to go, when earth shrink(S)??? A last chance...for you to survive A last chance...to choose sweet or salt A last chance...to make sweat as your god A last chance...to enter,its world of JOHN GALT!!!!

ae rab!! aaj bata mujhe, yeh pyaar vyaar kya hota hain yeh dil anzaani rahon main, kya isiliye hi khota hain tu bata mujhe, tu bata mujhe, main aaj pyaar main paagal hun sunana chahu tujhse main,kya main woh awaara badal hun masti karta hun,dhun main rahata hun zarre zarre, patte patte se , aaj main kyun ye kahata hun zaldi uthkar, pagal pawan sa , dhuan dhuan main bahata hun apane man ke laddu khakar, meetha dard sa sahata hun yeh aaj ladakpan ki masti, pahle kabhi na aayee thi tere aane se pahle, ik udaasi si chayee thi main mahak raha hun , chahak raha hun, angaare sa dahak raha hun peene wale bhi dang hain aise,main bina piye hi bahak raha hun bas yeh mausam beete kabhi na,kabhi na yeh shaam dhale jahan tak jaaye meri manzil,wahaan tu mere saath chale dhoop bahut dekhi hian maine, tere aanchal ki chaon mile tum-hum, hum-tum, rahate ho jahaan, wo sapanon ka gaon mile !!!

drenched in the rain of pain i am here to write again i wont write about sorrow that is the color of tomorrow but, then, is there any other thing to write any other sky for my small kite here the winds are blowing hard no limit table, too costly for my card(s) i will sing for happIness in pain this pain will not go in vain this crying face, i wont forget no more love and no more regret why should i think of her she is beautiful??? i differ how can she be? without a heart dummy of lies, a foul piece of art I am here, without any fear In the shining future, i'll disappear where my heart wont scream,total silence, no sounds death of my past, is the cure of heart's wounds....

I was totally an innocent guy truthful, loyal and pure as sky I never thought I'll have to cry she'll leave my heart to fry i was dead, you brought the life you pulled me out from my own strife you taught me how to live a day reminded me the prices i had to pay but again, things are not forever you are well, then again its time for fever the day was over and now it's time for tide this is the fact,who wants to hide you left me alone,in middle of journey i was dead, again on gurney my mouth was shut, eyes were red everything rewinding, thread by thread i was neither burnt nor buried left me alone and everyone hurried i stood up alone and walked out wanted to yell, but couldn't shout then i saw, dead men walking with distorted faces they were talking now i realized the code of the world in a pot of lies, we've been hurled!!!

today when i woke up found my heart choked up choked up with memories memories with no worries worries, how could it be there? when you were around whatever you said or done seemed to me like a euphoric sound i definitely loved you yes it was purely true but never wanted to loose a friend just to follow a foolish trend i know, can't turn the wheel back don't know, what's there in future's sack but i request you with earnest heart bagging your friendship, i won't ever lack!!!