A Techie's Blueprints

ek din hum baithe the apane ghar par tabhi koi aaya with dupatat sar par wo boli ki "mammi ghar par hian?" maine kaha.."aap uchit samay par hain" aagantuk ne humein gaur se dekha humne socha"kabhi ladaka nahin dekha?" khair, auraton ki baaton main kaun sar lagata bahar baarish thi, hum nikal pade lekar apana chata ghar par jab hum aaye to dheere se pitajee muskaye khaini khate hue wo lage bolane apane armaanon ke raaj kholane bole, beta! college bandh ho chuka hian aajeevika ka prabandh ho chuka hain ab har koi yahi kahata hain bina bahu ke aangan suna lagata hain abhi mrs tiwari aayee thi tumhare liye apni beti ka rishta layee thi ladki padhi likhi hian, tum kya kahte ho? ise umar main sharmaye se kyun rajhate ho? main mook darshak ban baatein sunata raha apane armaanon ke sapne bunata raha par shishtachaar ke naate maine kaha " itani kya jaldi hain ", aur chup raha chuppi ko "haan " samjha jata tha chuppi ka yahi matlab humko aata tha...

walking on the wet grass eyes fixed on gal's ass knowing that all are knowing who cared when gal was showing one boy told to other she seems to be calling me other stared, smiled and said why you came from we to me ? then he thought for a while stared the beauty so fragile then he said "wat if she's not calling? " may be your heart is the only one falling the first one smiled emotions now being verbalized for this girl, i will die remember shakira "hips dont lie" the boy approached the girl love, lust going to unfurl some moments and deal was done a change occurred and lust was gone now the birds seemed so keen at CCD,McDy, they can be seen but the wheel was moving so fast some kisses, some hugs and sex at last one day he saw her,kissing a so called friend caressing bodies,was termed as trend A ruthless smile,A sign to ditch now he knew.. she was a bitch !!!

smell of the moist sand musical air, magical land sweaty body smelled so pure love and lust,without any cure moonlight dancing on rhythmic raves dangerous sea, angry waves lines crossed, no turning back senses, we decided to lack kisses were raining dampening, and passion gaining we sunk in the bed of sand mischievous yet unstoppable hand bit by bit, cloth by cloth crossing the lines of love and loath painful smile, moments of passion mingling souls,and ma confession!!!

charon taraf pada hain akaal dekho desh main aaya hain bhoochal dekho dekho khel rajneeti ka kurshi main chupi aneeti ka khel desh ki avnati ka... par janata ko kabhi samajh naihn aata hain unko to safed kurte wala neta bhata hian jo keval vote ke samay shakal dikhalata hian fir laut ke kabhi na wo aata hian aarakshan ki aag desh ko kha rahi hian mehanatkash bacchon ko zinda jala rahi hian in satta lolup logon ne eemaan bech khaya hian tabhi inko afzal guru pe taras aaya hain mahangai ki kya baat karein yahaan to jeena bhi dushwaar hain rojgaar guarantee yojana ki baat karte hain 90 rs/day main kisake pet bharte hian? bahut ho gaya ab saha nahin jata ghut ghut kar ab yahaa nain raha jata bharat hamari mata hian, yah kahate aaye hain par ab nahin rah sakte, jahaan in netaon ke shaaye hain...

Ek patthar se duje ne poocha.. ae bandhu kidhar ko chale tum... to duje ne muskura kar kaha... aaj tak maine ise gam ko saha.. ab ise bandhan ko todane ki maine bhi thani hain.. naye bharat ki nayee baat maine bhi maani hain.. main bhi to dekhun dusare desh ka sooraj kitana chamkata hain.. jisako dekhane ke liye yahaan ka aadami itana tadapata hain... to duje patthar ne tapak se kaha... are bandhu tum bhi aisa karoge... to ek din sharm se maroge.... are bhed chaal to sab chalate hain... chand sikkon ke liye to sab machalate hain.. are apane desh main roti ki kahaan kami hain... par aazadi ke itane dinon baad bhi .... bharat maata ki aankh main aaj bhi nami hian.. jisake charanon main hind vandan karata hain.. usaka hridaya aaj bhi krandan karata hain.. ruk jaa isase pahale ki bahut der ho jaye.. accha hoga agar subah ka bhoola saanjh se pahale hi aa jaye..

i tried tried really hard played all my cards but still i failed then again i tried tried to stop the tears on the ruins of all the years on the corner of my roof i sat, totally alone!!! i tried to look away from contrition of heart vision hazed due to tears in my eye due to blazed sun in the sky i tried observed with squinted eyes some dried out trees deserted road house of a widow abandoned and lonesome a laborer walking sweaty but without any sum i tried to decipher the code of life and thought there is only pain every moment is in vain then i saw a little boy on distant roof playing with his kite he played, got tired his kite never took off yet he was smiling i found him mocking mocking at me a smile danced on my face a lesson, life is a race play your part, don't be late rest is rest, called as fate!!!

I remember those dusty lanes kites n those paper planes that pencil, which left every wall autographed by me those corners where i used to hide over the mistakes which showered some chide i remember that school pretty strict yet so cool those prayers where i used to sleep the time in class boring and steep the ringing bell and freedom from hell i remember the nights of exam the only time when i used to read all the time parents snarled who cared and no heed i remember when i fell in love the classes when i thought about you all the hours which melted like ice coffee table in the corner those ice creams and fried rice i remember the erased memory when my love cheated those tears,long nights bewitched how much i was irritation induced useless fights i remember the most the moments when i was WRONG the mistakes on which i still wonder a lesson to learn from every blunder bit by bit life goes on leaving behind a treasure to count on, to remember!!!