Dream

My Brightest Star
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Awake in my dreams
I search
for a star
I find one
the brightest one
I asked her
do you pull strings?
strings of my fate?
she said "no Idiot"
"I am not your star"
yours is that one
the one hiding behind
she is rare
one of its kind..
I stared in dark
to find the darkest spot
I asked again
"are you talking about that?"
"the one, darker than darkness?"
she smiled.. and nodded in consent
I frowned," my star is not bright"
i smiled but i felt sad
i asked her again
"like my life, my star is also dead?"
she laughed and said with affection
"there is something special about that star"
I smiled and said
"i know.. its a star.. which doesn't twinkle"
she raised her eyebrow and said..
"she is the oldest of all
she has given away her spark
to make others bright..
she is still bright
but you need to see it
see it with eyes of your heart
you're lucky..to have her"
I try to find meaning
thinking hard in my dream
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I just tried to put my dream in some random words... its really difficult to put dreams in words... coz you always remain short of words to express that ...difference between theory and practical?? anyways.. i feel happy ..and as a poster on the wall of my room suggests: "Angry people get hurt and hurt others.. so stay Cool"..