A Techie's Blueprints

why one has to utter words which others chant... why can't we do the things, which we want why one has to keep feelings inside... why can't one fight with heart's tide.. why one's life is a two side mirror... a smiling face, sad soul... where's the error? why does one have to choose erronous destiny .. why one has to burry dreams.. large or tiny? why one wastes his time in life's WHYs... why can't one shut his mouth as he dies...

I have never been a gregarious person and each and every time it nettled persons around me.I thought that after coming here i'll improve,but recuperation is not always assured, isn't it?? I have always been bemoaned that my physical presence was not acompained by my soul, but isn't it something which no one can help??? The same thing happened few days ago and I was again damned for my behaviour and this time with some reasons which, they felt ( which I refute!!! ), were the behind my broken eyes.Anyways i don't have any desire to redress anything. Talking about day to day life ...its colourless and elusive.. each and every time you think you have got hold of it it shows her bestial tricks. .....hmmm, a lot to write but again Crammed with thoughts!!!