A Techie's Blueprints

इस बार नहीं !!! What? Firing? Where? Taj? Trident? Nariman house? Who? Terrorists? How many? 174 dead? Every thing has been painted red even the head of police is dead lets watch the news,lets go to cafe coffee day hurry,otherwise there wont be any space in the bay Why do they do it do they enjoy this shit?? ain't they love their life don't they care for mother,father, son or wife? ******* ***** *** ** * Now after an year when we look back shamelessly we do business of living we say a lot,actions we lack!!

Just came from office, after having heavy Sambhar-Rice of Andhra-Mess .The effort they put in satisfying their customers is remarkable ( Waddya say Chachajaan? ).Though the language may be different but the way in which they serve you is such that you'll feel at home. Anyways.. with a full stomach, I asked my friend .. What about a belly on this lean body .. She smiled and looked away ... ,I ignored Bhel Puri Center on the side of the road ..I am too stuffed with that rice -sambhar that even smell of edibles can make me vomit straight away--- Andhra mess zindabaad!!( Reminds me of Shree Ashapuri Bhojanalaya .. where I and Udi used to have Dal-Bati with two full spoons of Ghee.. I wonder, How that Bengali got used to those Hard Balls? ). Anyways I firmly stuck to the promise, which I made to myself, Promise about being happy.All the way I was chortling and made my friend laugh.Every one likes you when you are smiling ..whenever you remain sad and silent in public with your lips...

My Brightest Star ******************************** Awake in my dreams I search for a star I find one the brightest one I asked her do you pull strings? strings of my fate? she said "no Idiot" "I am not your star" yours is that one the one hiding behind she is rare one of its kind.. I stared in dark to find the darkest spot I asked again "are you talking about that?" "the one, darker than darkness?" she smiled.. and nodded in consent I frowned," my star is not bright" i smiled but i felt sad i asked her again "like my life, my star is also dead?" she laughed and said with affection "there is something special about that star" I smiled and said "i know.. its a star.. which doesn't twinkle" she raised her eyebrow and said.. "she is the oldest of all she has given away her spark to make others bright.. she is still bright but you need to see it see it with eyes of your heart you're lucky..to have h...

DEDICATED TO ANGEL OF MY DREAMS ******************************** In this night,when stars melt I set out on a walk with moon... Is the ocean above pouring down or am i sweating as if its noon... * **** *** I dance amid nightingales' songs i breathe happyness of this moment... Sun kisses horizon and rises above as if nodding in self consent... * **** *** In her eyes i see my dreams smell of her beats floret of daisy... with her i feel complete i am confident,even if the roads are hazy... * **** *** All i need is her affirmation to this idiot's appentence... she makes me feel special adding meaning to my existence... * **** ***

इक सफ़र पर नये, निकले हैं हम पर निशान कदमों के यहीं हैं मगर याद करना हमें, बस लौट आएँगे खुशी हो या हो गम की डगर ... दूरियाँ रहेगी दरमियाँ तो भी क्या साथ अपना यूँही रहेगा सदा दोस्ती आपकी एक तोहफा हैं जो लाख तॉहफो से भी हैं लगता बड़ा.. राहें और भी हैं मंज़िलें और भी यह अलविदा आख़िरी अलविदा तो नहीं यादों को मेरी तुम यूँही रखना जवां गर ना भी रहे तो भी मिलेंगे कहीं ....

भाइयों और उनकी बहनों आज कुछ बातें हैं आपको बतानी थोड़ी सी हैं खट्टी,थोड़ी मीठी हमारे रोहन की यह प्रेम कहानी... माँ की आँख का राज दुलारा था यह बंदा एकदम सीधा सादा पढ़ाई मैं एक दम व्यस्त था वो प्यार का था ना कोई इरादा आइबीयेम मैं कुछ हुआ असर ऐसा बेटा निकल पड़ा करने प्यार का Crime पोवेम्स से करने लगा कूदियाँ घायल होती ना थी एक भी लाइन without Rhyme... Hi-Fi रेस्तराँ मैं टाइम लगा कटने पूजा की पूजा शुरू हुई रात दिन दीन दुनिया की फिकर ना रही उसको प्रेम का पूजरी हुआ कुछ ऐसा तल्लीन पर प्रेम तो हैं भैया बड़ा कठिन साथ छूट गया पप्पू का बीच राह पर हिम्मत हारना ना सीखा था उसने दिल कराह रहा था मगर , मुह से ना निकली आह बोरिया बिस्तर बाँध हुआ हमारा दोस्त तैयार बोला USA जाएँगे और लड़की पटाएँगे एक नहीं मिली तो दूसरी पर आजमाएँगे "गर्ल नेक्स्ट डोर" की खिड़की खुलवाएँगे :)

why one has to utter words which others chant... why can't we do the things, which we want why one has to keep feelings inside... why can't one fight with heart's tide.. why one's life is a two side mirror... a smiling face, sad soul... where's the error? why does one have to choose erronous destiny .. why one has to burry dreams.. large or tiny? why one wastes his time in life's WHYs... why can't one shut his mouth as he dies...

It started on quite low...But you people make it Big...a bunch of people of different nature... still gelled so well.. and we all enjoyed a lot ( specially me!!! ).. just wanted to say thanks!!! For all mainframe batch IBM : You people bear my gibberish .... You exempt when i behave childish .... You people make me laugh.... I can't return..not even half ..... In the turmoil of life you all came to defend .... I can proudly say .. You all are my friend

A tear rolled down from my eyes On second anniversary of our parting Reflecting the bitterness of an ocean inside Besotted i remain,couldn't envisage from starting Trying hard to balance, on the string of tar Slaps of zephyr,pushing me into the past Earnest attempts,went in vain,to remain in present A black hole of past,engluts future so vast Lost in love,we didn't know,where we were heading Walking shoulder to shoulder,on the roads unseen IN the rain of Rourkela,wondering if love was raining Shivering under the snow of Boston, yet so keen Sunrise to sunset, we lived in purgatory Sunset to sunrise, we slept in the bed of word(s) Everyone wondered if such love can exist Friend's cautioned,"You'll go mad, have some sleep Nerd!! " Sometimes I wondered,How life can be so smooth But I was an idiot,doubted on God's wit Some steps ahead,was waiting,a storm pretty rough It snatched away everything , though bit by bit Labyrinth,bumps are always parts of the path Bu...

I have never been a gregarious person and each and every time it nettled persons around me.I thought that after coming here i'll improve,but recuperation is not always assured, isn't it?? I have always been bemoaned that my physical presence was not acompained by my soul, but isn't it something which no one can help??? The same thing happened few days ago and I was again damned for my behaviour and this time with some reasons which, they felt ( which I refute!!! ), were the behind my broken eyes.Anyways i don't have any desire to redress anything. Talking about day to day life ...its colourless and elusive.. each and every time you think you have got hold of it it shows her bestial tricks. .....hmmm, a lot to write but again Crammed with thoughts!!!