A Techie's Blueprints

Poem after a long time: ******************************** The game I was in Is not mine any more Every one moves on I remain at same score Watching from the fence I wait for my chance Beats echoing all around I restrain from the dance Chaos all around Yet I remain in lull Colors which were bright Seems hollow and dull Time O... Time Why don't you belt fast? When will this era end? How can this zealot remain aghast? This sluggish movement Is driving me crazy A smile I flaunt Though the heart remains hazy...

July 2004 ( Vikas Sharma,Prateek Srivastava,Rahul Verma,Nirupam..... ) I was not as happy as I was that day ( getting Mining in NIT Rkl was not a reason, at least not at that time ) since I got my IIT,AIEEE results.Everything seemed devastated and going to NIT Rourkela was just a way to escape from monotonicity of mental tension. Just came from college and directly went to common room to see whether TT table was occupied or not.Thankfully it was occupied, occupied by my friends only( coz it was almost impossible to find that table unoccupied)..threw notebooks on chair nearby (In the same manner as a Guy would throw his clothes before going to bed with a pretty girl )... and asked one of the player " are yaar de na..bas 10 min.. "... He pointed towards the opponent and said " are yaar main to abhi aaya hun .. wo pichale 1 ghante se khel raha hain ..usase le na.." .. i swiftly moved towards other one and asked.. he said... "1 game bas.. sirf ek ... sirf ek ... ...

A rosy letter... ---------------------- My dear blossomed flower this letter is for you time is little and so are the words but i hope it will go through You are always sweet giving your fragrance to me and what i do to you ? behaving rudely, no fear of thee? This is not me if it is an acceptable reason? no, its not real me may be heat of this cold season ?? :( But If required I'll try to change and will change you also as a revenge !! ;) All you need to know is love of bee towards flower be happy, remain happy rain is on strike, some day it'll shower!!

Just came from office, after having heavy Sambhar-Rice of Andhra-Mess .The effort they put in satisfying their customers is remarkable ( Waddya say Chachajaan? ).Though the language may be different but the way in which they serve you is such that you'll feel at home. Anyways.. with a full stomach, I asked my friend .. What about a belly on this lean body .. She smiled and looked away ... ,I ignored Bhel Puri Center on the side of the road ..I am too stuffed with that rice -sambhar that even smell of edibles can make me vomit straight away--- Andhra mess zindabaad!!( Reminds me of Shree Ashapuri Bhojanalaya .. where I and Udi used to have Dal-Bati with two full spoons of Ghee.. I wonder, How that Bengali got used to those Hard Balls? ). Anyways I firmly stuck to the promise, which I made to myself, Promise about being happy.All the way I was chortling and made my friend laugh.Every one likes you when you are smiling ..whenever you remain sad and silent in public with your lips...

What do you say? ******************************** I spent almost more than an hour on deciding what to write... several things came in my mind ... my childhood,college,17-Sunrise Appt. ... My friends goyal,uddy,bebo.... Then I came across this poem from DALJIT NAGRA. I read it and liked it...But it was after an hour or so .. I tried to think about the meaning...I got my own meaning. Suddenly I became curious about what other people may interpret .. What can be be their story attached to it..... You all people read it... very few people comment ;) ... what about contributing this time....??? :) The tree my father grew from his garden I take an axe and branch by branch I break the tree and set to work the million maddened bits, the fire of night. Only ash I keep.

Me,Silence & My Quill ******************************** Sitting alone in my room,struggling with my reveries,I started writing some random lines...underlined with the feelings of heart.. words became darker than silent darkness of midnight.... Today I completed an year in this mess in its own messy style... As i lay down in my bed,pull dusty blanket what I search? Perhaps a smile! My eyes search darkest spot in the room is it somewhere in my heart? Why do I close my eyes to find it though I know it'll hurt! Moments rewind upside down my healthy supper comes first I can feel myself totally dried up longing of family? Or is it thirst? I retreat the road from office to home preferring private auto over shared one I throw away money to find comfort I lose both in chaos around, i get none! Mind moves to the noon,and heart laughs one feels heat of life, another? Under addiction! Everyone laughs and talk over lunch table I celebrate silently, another day of dissatisfaction! Ah! Even in...

DEDICATED TO ANGEL OF MY DREAMS ******************************** In this night,when stars melt I set out on a walk with moon... Is the ocean above pouring down or am i sweating as if its noon... * **** *** I dance amid nightingales' songs i breathe happyness of this moment... Sun kisses horizon and rises above as if nodding in self consent... * **** *** In her eyes i see my dreams smell of her beats floret of daisy... with her i feel complete i am confident,even if the roads are hazy... * **** *** All i need is her affirmation to this idiot's appentence... she makes me feel special adding meaning to my existence... * **** ***

as i pack my bag and leave my office she is on my mind i board my bus look at verdant scenery she is on my mind i think hard and harder as the bus accelerates and the story rewind(s) - ---- --- Nine years have passed with love of its kind I might not have said.. but she has been always on my mind* - ---- --- I feel lucky as she showered her love i was always lip-locked she remained pure like dove - ---- --- Feelings will get their words now this barrier gonna break today it'll pour from stars drenched in love,we'll be awake - ---- --- as I send this letter to you i unfold feelings which i kept close to my heart.. love's never perfect and i remained a duffer right from the start... today I say may be the words are few but i can assure the feelings are true yes i do, i did from start you're my love..and "I love you" - ---- ---

भाइयों और उनकी बहनों आज कुछ बातें हैं आपको बतानी थोड़ी सी हैं खट्टी,थोड़ी मीठी हमारे रोहन की यह प्रेम कहानी... माँ की आँख का राज दुलारा था यह बंदा एकदम सीधा सादा पढ़ाई मैं एक दम व्यस्त था वो प्यार का था ना कोई इरादा आइबीयेम मैं कुछ हुआ असर ऐसा बेटा निकल पड़ा करने प्यार का Crime पोवेम्स से करने लगा कूदियाँ घायल होती ना थी एक भी लाइन without Rhyme... Hi-Fi रेस्तराँ मैं टाइम लगा कटने पूजा की पूजा शुरू हुई रात दिन दीन दुनिया की फिकर ना रही उसको प्रेम का पूजरी हुआ कुछ ऐसा तल्लीन पर प्रेम तो हैं भैया बड़ा कठिन साथ छूट गया पप्पू का बीच राह पर हिम्मत हारना ना सीखा था उसने दिल कराह रहा था मगर , मुह से ना निकली आह बोरिया बिस्तर बाँध हुआ हमारा दोस्त तैयार बोला USA जाएँगे और लड़की पटाएँगे एक नहीं मिली तो दूसरी पर आजमाएँगे "गर्ल नेक्स्ट डोर" की खिड़की खुलवाएँगे :)

Everyone could have guessed What was in your mind It was never hard to decipher Silence of that kind... Now, when everyone knows And the moment has arrived We raise a toast For moments we survived... Cheerio,cheerio my friend On this farewell day In our heart we'll cherish Yours transient stay Wishing you love,luck and success In each and every forthcoming venture Stroll back sometimes On the roads of this indenture...

It started on quite low...But you people make it Big...a bunch of people of different nature... still gelled so well.. and we all enjoyed a lot ( specially me!!! ).. just wanted to say thanks!!! For all mainframe batch IBM : You people bear my gibberish .... You exempt when i behave childish .... You people make me laugh.... I can't return..not even half ..... In the turmoil of life you all came to defend .... I can proudly say .. You all are my friend

A tear rolled down from my eyes On second anniversary of our parting Reflecting the bitterness of an ocean inside Besotted i remain,couldn't envisage from starting Trying hard to balance, on the string of tar Slaps of zephyr,pushing me into the past Earnest attempts,went in vain,to remain in present A black hole of past,engluts future so vast Lost in love,we didn't know,where we were heading Walking shoulder to shoulder,on the roads unseen IN the rain of Rourkela,wondering if love was raining Shivering under the snow of Boston, yet so keen Sunrise to sunset, we lived in purgatory Sunset to sunrise, we slept in the bed of word(s) Everyone wondered if such love can exist Friend's cautioned,"You'll go mad, have some sleep Nerd!! " Sometimes I wondered,How life can be so smooth But I was an idiot,doubted on God's wit Some steps ahead,was waiting,a storm pretty rough It snatched away everything , though bit by bit Labyrinth,bumps are always parts of the path Bu...

Days are boring and nights are boring Hey!! don't disturb, even if i am snoring Hey!! why are you laughing from the corner of lips Donchyu have any dreams..need some tips?? Look.. look at you.. how boring youhave become.. Your life has been kidnaped..arrange ransome.. Soul craving for life..body tied to this chair Eyes are broken and gloomy face need some repair.. Is this life or purgatory,or heart's strife.. Won't you regret..looking back at this life

I have never been a gregarious person and each and every time it nettled persons around me.I thought that after coming here i'll improve,but recuperation is not always assured, isn't it?? I have always been bemoaned that my physical presence was not acompained by my soul, but isn't it something which no one can help??? The same thing happened few days ago and I was again damned for my behaviour and this time with some reasons which, they felt ( which I refute!!! ), were the behind my broken eyes.Anyways i don't have any desire to redress anything. Talking about day to day life ...its colourless and elusive.. each and every time you think you have got hold of it it shows her bestial tricks. .....hmmm, a lot to write but again Crammed with thoughts!!!