A Techie's Blueprints

Sitting on my desk Staring at blank screen I think hard Switching moods in between I click here and there Withot any reason Refreshing my mail box A blank one,like every season A sudden want of coffee Dies as i have it in my hand I gulp it without any senses 10th till now,what a trend??? I listen to music With volume at its peak To avoid everything including me I am alone,nothing i seek ...

I have never been a gregarious person and each and every time it nettled persons around me.I thought that after coming here i'll improve,but recuperation is not always assured, isn't it?? I have always been bemoaned that my physical presence was not acompained by my soul, but isn't it something which no one can help??? The same thing happened few days ago and I was again damned for my behaviour and this time with some reasons which, they felt ( which I refute!!! ), were the behind my broken eyes.Anyways i don't have any desire to redress anything. Talking about day to day life ...its colourless and elusive.. each and every time you think you have got hold of it it shows her bestial tricks. .....hmmm, a lot to write but again Crammed with thoughts!!!

I walk , I talk I sleep and I eat Still lacking something To whom do I cheat? I watch movies And listen to the songs I think very less Neither care about wrongs I cook, I read I earn some dime But life is boring Like this this rhyme I decided not to look In future and the past But again loneliness grips In the world so vast Everyday it is a fight Against vacuum and dirt Can anyone suggest Cure of this heart....